i literally never know what to do when people around me are crying for me/things i guess i should be cryin about. like just yesterday when my friend was sobbing and asking me if im ok about this thing thats happening and no im not ok but ive also become incapable of crying for some reason which is not helpful in these situations
i just kinda nod and like, hold my hands out or touch them on the shoulder or look down but i feel guilty or something for not being able to offer more than that shitty performance of grief???
i rly need to learn how to fake cry or it’d be cool if i could cry more than once over a span of 2 yrs
sometimes i try to fake cry in the mirror to ‘fake it till u make it’ but i just burst out laughing